I am sitting here at 12:10 AM, at my desk/window perch completely enjoying the sights and sounds around me. About an hour ago the family and I arrived home from an epic show put on by Brian Setzer. My ears are ringing just a bit and it is going to be awhile before I can calm down enough to sleep.
First off, the house is quiet. After much chatter about the show and bowls of ice cream, everyone else has gone off to bed. I do not see much light outside. A street light, and then a mile or so to the lights of the marina, and then just one faint light twinkling at the edge of the island. No stars. This time of year there are lights on the deck that make me very happy.
A wind has come up and I can hear gusts blowing against the front windows, followed by the sound of tree branches brushing together. I have a number of glass art pieces on the deck and they tinkle and swivel. Not enough for me to be worried and bring them inside, just enough for the movement to catch my eye.
I read an article this morning about the Holidays becoming just one more thing on our To Do lists. How there is so much to be done, but extra minutes in the day are not provided to do them. It made me think about legislation that is enacted without a way to pay for it.
In the past we were all about the holidays. Growing up Jewish, I did not have a ton of traditions to pull out every year. Growing up Catholic, Husband had a few, but not many and that meant we were free to make our own way. When the kids were little we stopped "school" at Thanksgiving and spent the rest of the year reading, playing, cooking, decorating, doing puzzles, playing games, and generally enjoying each others company. Now that the kids are in college and high school, we do not have the luxury of time. This year, for the very first year, I would have been happy to skip it all. It is an awful feeling. There is so much I want to do and so little time to do it and in the end I feel like I am failing. Isn't that weird? How did this happen and when will I be able to regain the magic of this time of year?
How are you doing out there? Checking off your list? Wishing for one more week? Happy with your plans? I am curious.